On a more positive note....My baby nephew, baby Damon!!

My older brother and his wife had baby Damon 5 months ago. Septmeber 15th was the first day he came into our lives. He came early. Two months early to be exact. He lived in an incubator for a while and we all just couldn't wait till our baby was home. He is my parents first grandchild and I am for the first time in my life an aunt. I had no idea what it felt like till it happend. It made me realize how lucky people are to have neices and nephews and how important they are in our lives...
I would do anything for that little life..so gentle, small and soft....So innocent in this world full of problems and  lies, evil and enemys. But he makes you realize and rememeber that LOVE is still very much alive in this world... That some things are so special they can't be replaced and that Love does trully conquer all that wrong!
Thank you God for giving us Damon...He came early but has been so healthy since day one...He's so happy now. He talk in baby talk and makes lots of noises.
Its incredible to watch him grow and see the changes that he makes week by week now...
I love him so much and wouldn't trade him for anything in this world and even outside this world...So Precious. xxoo xxoo Auntie nita loves you a lot!!!

Its been a while!

I haven't blogged in a very long while..Recently Ive realized maybe it could be a really great outlet for all the feelings that im having, with a lot of difficult times in my life.

Life is not easy. Staying positive is key, ive realized. Having friends is part of that key......
I have stuggled a lot lately with not being able to accept my part in ruining a friendship that I love more than ive ever realized, till now.

Alot of my dreams have come true, finding the love of my life is a huge part of that... But now i have new dreams...
One dream is to learn how to effectivilly deal with stress, anxiety, and to find some kind of inner peace when all around me is at war.
I thought i was stronger, but sadly im not. I feel so fragile and don't want anyone to make me feel worse or even hurt me....
I just want peace and want to become stronger so that i can properly deal with some very difficult problems in my life.......

That's all I want to write for now...........